(Originally Sept 27 2005)
I managed to avoid my NJ benefactor this weekend, and pretty much everyone and thing this weekend. But I am most definitely leaving this city this weekend.
My friend, the Soon To Be Doctor---is now a Doctor. He finished his interncy (?) and has found a place to live in Connecticut near the Long Island Sound. With his wife, the full time school teacher. It's like he moved to another planet where everyone is successful. He will be helping to move my stuff to NJ this Sunday. Whether my NJ benefactor takes part is not that important to me.
Ain't that a shame? I actually resent the benefactor. I am so totally slipping into petulant child mode. People taking care of me and I hate it. I hate losing my independence. I hate that others have the ability to help, in stark contrast of my broke ass. And I missed church this weekend again.
I did, however, take some beautiful pictures last night of NYC and managed to stay in love with my abusive wife. And you know what? I'm not even going to blame the city. I'm going to blame Albany. They promised me and everyone else, via their website, that they'd be processing applications by January of 2005. Now September is almost over, and they say they still have thousands to go--mine being on the bottom of the pile. This whole year will slip by before I see any hint or sign of a NY license.
Oh, but if I were a doctor, there'd be no problem.
And with this mood...off I head to be a real estate agent.
NOT a good start.
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