Admissions, Confessions, Outlooks

(Originally Oct 24 2005)

...I have to change them all.

I admit that this move to New Jersey is better for me than I'd like it to be.

I confess that I parttake in an unhealthy dose of self-pity from time to time.

My outlook has to become more optimistic because,
a) I have a professional license to practice therapy in the state that I live. All the hours between therapy sessions, I think I'm terrible at it but that simply is not true.
b) I am living rent-free in a goodly-sized house, on a quiet and peaceful tree lined street. God has provided me shelter, not just in a He-Gave-You-Life-Health-And-Strength-In-Your-Bones-To-Earn-A-Living- And-Provide-For-Yourself kind of way, but in a Biblical Manna-From-Heaven-Moved-And-Shaped-Reality kind of way.
and c) There are dumbbells here and I'm walking 20 minutes each way to get to mass transportation. I've already lost about 5 lbs and tightened up my flabby parts. I'm not exactly Johnny Six-Pack, but I could do a Zelnorm commercial and not be out of place.

See?