tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7364249691989051292.post4782384988505744481..comments2023-04-06T05:51:09.863-04:00Comments on MAD @ GOD: So I Almost Lasted A Week, Right...?Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02926157658538605081noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7364249691989051292.post-86958301989623655322009-07-05T20:47:26.665-04:002009-07-05T20:47:26.665-04:00Awesome tho. Here I thought Dre was joining into ...Awesome tho. Here I thought Dre was joining into my fun!<br /><br />What I hate about sex is the apparent condition that I wont get to have it the way I've always dreamed of it. I won't get to pledge love to a beautiful woman at an altar. I won't get to carry her over a threshhold. I won't get to be her Tarzan, her Leonides, her Clark Kent, her Steve Trevor, her T'Challa (Black Panther). Her Han Solo, her Jack T. Colton (Romancing the Stone), her Det. Tony Carlson (Foul Play).<br /><br />Alone sex seems just like scratching an itch these days. It feels great, but only because there's an itch. It'd be WAY better not to be itching.<br /><br />And still it's haunting. From 13 until now, it's always been marked as something to be ashamed of. Something I'd better not get caught doing. Something that I have to tune out the fact that God is watching me, else I'd never get 'er done at all!<br /><br />I've always wanted to have the kind of sex that was just glorious, loving, binding, exciting, calming, treasured. But I've never had any kind of sex except that alone & embarrassed stuff.<br /><br />So yeah. I hate it. These days, anyway.Mehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02926157658538605081noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7364249691989051292.post-35665758638017431522009-07-05T14:46:11.366-04:002009-07-05T14:46:11.366-04:00Note to self: log out of The Boyfriend's blogg...Note to self: log out of The Boyfriend's blogger account before posting.GrizzBabehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07229663134377237230noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7364249691989051292.post-42876406669490184912009-07-05T14:44:47.414-04:002009-07-05T14:44:47.414-04:00Do you really hate sex?Do you really hate sex?Drehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02120143234755653166noreply@blogger.com