tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7364249691989051292.post1587797764735458678..comments2023-04-06T05:51:09.863-04:00Comments on MAD @ GOD: O Crap! How'd I Miss Yesterday?!?Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02926157658538605081noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7364249691989051292.post-17823727205699938192008-11-10T22:20:00.000-05:002008-11-10T22:20:00.000-05:00Grizz, look how long it took me to tell all of you...Grizz, look how long it took me to tell all of <I>you</I> guys who I've never <I>met</I>. lol. She was my girl <I>before</I> I started my cathartic blogging, so I was nowhere <I>near</I> comfortable enough with myself to tell <I>her</I>. I felt (feel) like the biggest freak this side of Mexico. A black man in his forties what ain't never had no <I>sex</I>?! And I wanted to be for her all the things I now see in my heroes. I wanted to be a sexual dynamo like Mike, a warrior-poet like Ned, a two-fisted father like Scott, and solid and true of heart like Matt. Instead I was this ... boy, under the scrutiny of the hottest girl I've ever dated.<BR/><BR/>Let me put up my next entry before midnight beats me home...Mehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02926157658538605081noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7364249691989051292.post-7094401731527021702008-11-10T19:41:00.000-05:002008-11-10T19:41:00.000-05:00No secrets! That might be a good mantra for your n...No secrets! That might be a good mantra for your next relationship. If you can tell her all your secrets and she's still by your side, then you know you have a keeper. Of course, I don't mean you should tell everything you know on the first date. But after some months have passed and you've had a chance to get to know her and she you, you should let her in on your inner world little by little. You might be surprised at the results.GrizzBabehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07229663134377237230noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7364249691989051292.post-59723173947765942252008-11-10T14:33:00.000-05:002008-11-10T14:33:00.000-05:00Dammmmmn.....44 and 44. Interesting about your gi...Dammmmmn.....44 and 44. <BR/><BR/>Interesting about your girlfriend there....a little piece of Alan history that I did not know!!!<BR/><BR/>I dated a virgin at age 36. Well, I was 36. He was 22 I think. Or 23. He came out and told me, which was a good thing because I'd figured it out after only a few dates. Eventually we went there and it was a beautiful experience. Like watching a fawn learn to stand on his own feet. Some women have said they would never want to do this - they'd rather be getting the experienced goods but I have to say that I had a ton of patience and it was just fabulous experiencing this guy during this new piece of life. <BR/><BR/>So.....I don't know what's good for you but I'm glad he confessed to me for what its worth.Shades of Scorpiohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15221836561688800717noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7364249691989051292.post-11034557108562878162008-11-10T13:56:00.000-05:002008-11-10T13:56:00.000-05:00Well hmmm...I haven't been here in a while, so I t...Well hmmm...I haven't been here in a while, so I think I'll go and watch the happy dance at the bottom while you continue to ponder :)<BR/><BR/>The 44 thing is quite interesting!Terahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05237609498669814077noreply@blogger.com